There is an issue in your relationship. You can talk about it all you want and blame it on whatever, but the truth is that you have trust issues because of your previous relationships. You need to work on this.
Expect some income at the end of the work day. It won't be a lot, but any money is good money. Your boss might give you a hard time today, but try your best not to act in an emotional way.
Go to bed earlier. Your weak spot will be your back today, and that's because of the stress that you been dealing with lately and the fact that your sleeping position isn't the best for your back.
Be sure that you keep your passport in a safe place and research what sort of scams are popular in the country you are about to visit.
Today isn't going to be your lucky day. Tomorrow will be better.
With everything that you have been through during the past year, you are feeling stable and strong. The better days that you waited for are finally here. Be kind to a homeless person today.